So plans changed and I am a little beside myself today. After this last weeks events I decided to take Ares to his camp and get things around the house done.
Until this one decided he wanted to play for a bit
So we played for a bit and then it was time for a nap for him and me to get back to cleaning.
Getting everything that I have organized has been a tad bit of a struggle. I can never seem to get settled with where everything is. I always want to move it. I’m not sure where this anxiety has come from but I am just adding it to the list. I woke up just feeling off. Like something in the universe is going on it is trying to tell me something. Maybe it’s the stuff with the base I thought so I decided to send a email kind of giving a heads up. In reality I don’t have to do that. I am under no obligation to say anything, I can just go about it how I want to but I’m not that kind of person. I don’t have a mean bone in my body and I have come to see that’s where I fail. That’s how everyone knows to walk all over me and do what they please. That’s how they know they can continue to treat me awful but still know if they ever needed anything I’d be there.
I had an abnormal amount of traffic on here this morning and it made me really uncomfortable. I know I am all about speaking the truth and helping others but it made me think someone out there is talking crap about this whole page and it really made me feel uneasy. I know I shouldn’t think that way because I have great supporters in all of you, it’s just a little odd that there was soooo many more views after my base post and no one said anything.
Time to get out of my head and continue on with the day and my boys ❤️
Hope everyone is having a great weekend!